The life is like mirror, you laugh it laughs. You hate it hates. You cry it cries…
So it is the same as belief. I better believe myself.
I always remember once getting together with friends in church. One guy asked me where I will be, in heaven or hell after I die. I was a little shock since I was not used to such a question. Where I will go, I do not care, since I doubt heaven exist. Then when I am a mother with a 6 month baby. Every night watching his peaceful sleep and smile, I wonder where I will go after I die. I would like to believe heaven really exist just for watching my son.
So it is very sad for people like me who doubt the heaven. Though we are far from death, we still wonder where will we be after death?